bones

I just ate a piece of candy. I want to fucking cry. I want to claw it out of my fucking stomach. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK. 　

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I know this may be nothing to others, but when my boyfriend posts pictures of other girls on his tumblr I can’t help but feel like shit. He knows how insecure I am so why? I don’t understand. I try so hard to be considerate and not post any guys on my tumblr but nope, no consideration returned. I’m sorry I can’t be as pretty.

Going to starve myself until I am deadㅡI do not care anymore. 　

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s-e-l-f-destruction:

I’m afraid to get out of bed. I don’t want to face the day. I don’t want to face the sun, mirrors, food, social interaction, being awake, being alive.

I’m tired of living in fear.

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❝ "I fell in love the way you fall asleep: slowly, then all at once." — John Green, The Fault in Our Stars (via n-e-r-v-o-s-a)

(Source: withdecorum, via n-e-r-v-o-s-a)